aku melalut lagi..kali ini lebih kronik!!!

i found this lyrics was very inspired..memang suit with the melody!
disaat aku perlu memilih antara 2..
hey greenday..you guys cleared my vision lil bit..
and i think i'm growing up..

i dont want to talk much about the FRIM interview on 23rd..
i just feels that i should go..i'll face the obsticle[s] myself..
hey, its not about money or experience anymore!
its about how ready are yo to face the world..

beb..kalo kaw selamanya tinggal bawah ketiak mak, sampai bila pon kaw tak maju!
sebab mak slalu ada seblah kaw, tolong kaw slesai semua masalah!
then masa bila kaw nak blajar hidup sendiri?buat keputusan sendiri?selesai masalh sendiri?
arggh pedulik orang nak gelak, nak caci, nak hina kaw bila kaw susah..
asalkan kaw tahu apa kaw buat...
sekurang2nya kaw pernah susah...
dan kaw tahu camana nak berhadapan dengan kesusahan tu!!

ok..duit datang kemudian..bila kaw cabar diri kaw, kau PUAS bila kaw boleh pass semua challenge tu kan?then kaw akan tahun NILAI seringgit bagi orang susah..supaya kaw tak slalu membazir..dan betapa susahnya nak dapatkan walau SERINGGIT...bila kaw tepaksa harungi banyak menda, yang buat kaw hampir2 nak mengalah!!

aku harap aku tak hidup susah.tu sebab aku blajar sampai degree.harap supaya SENANG cari kerja.SENANG dapat gaji yg cukup untuk aku hidup.tp, jiwa aku jiwa SUSAH.aku ngam bila kawan ngan org SUSAH...sebab diorang pandai bedikari! susah dalam erti kata, tak begantung & harap mak bapak sepanjang hidup...sebab bila kaw KAYA, kaw BONGKAK! macam shial kann! cara kaw cakap bajet kaw paling bagus di dunia.padahal kaw family pampered...dan selamanya family pampered sampai kaw mati rasanya!

nasib baik mak ayah aku memng ajar aku hidup susah.aku kerja wei nak dapatkan 1 sweater RM80 idaman..jam adidas RM80+80 aku pakai gaji last lepas aku brenti.aku kerja utk nak dapatkan 1 henfon cabok...walopon cabok, aku guna hasil titik peluh aku.kasut nike aku, beg adidas aku,adalah hasil duit keja aku..hasil kene marah aku...n tuu semua aku kumpul, jadikan pengalamam hidup..ajar aku camana nak buat keputusan time aku susah..

aku tak heran kaw pakai kete besar..baju mahal.henfon canggih and what so ever....sebab aku tak nilai orang dengan menda tu...tapi aku paling respek manusia yang hidup senang dengan hasil usha dia sendiri..bukan awek, bukan bf, gf, suami n mak bapak...DUIT KAW SENDIRI...
biar kaw pakai honda cup..asalkan DUIT KAW SENDIRI!

ok.aku ngaku aku pon pakai duit bf..tp...hahh..jumpa aku kalau kaw nak tawu cerita sebenar!

orite.aku dah letih meluah perasaan..aku nak sambung tidur.chou!

jeritan batinku?

life is too shot to regret the past!

Green Day - 21 Guns lyrics

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Does someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I